Too much time has passed since my last post!! Yikes!! Owen is now 2 years 2 months old! Such a sweet, smart, funny little boy! He literally makes me laugh every single day! He knows all of his ABC's, can count to 20, knows all of his colors and shapes, can read his own name, can finish the sentences of his favorite books, gets along sooo well with other children. He loves bugs, being able to be free-range, loves to help out with tasks and chores, and has such a curiosity for learning new things. His memory and speech are incredible. And the love he has for his family/pets is heart warming! He is my everything!
My weight-loss has halted. I am finally at a healthy weight and I feel confident about myself. I am currently 119lbs, size 2. I've made the switch from a vegetarian/vegan diet to a paleo life style change. It was a struggle for me to go back to eating meat for animal rights reasons. But I found a local farm who treat their animals as humanely as possible and let them free-range/grass-feed. I feel 100% better consuming meat from the farm than I would from the grocery store. I made the switch to paleo because I figured out that I am very, very allergic to gluten. I break out in severe eczema on my arms, face, and palms of my hands. There have even been a few times where I've had hives all over my body. I've been paleo for roughly 3.5 months. I'm still not 100% back to normal because there have been times where I've consumed food with hidden gluten in them. Then it's like starting back over from square one. So I need to be really, really careful about what I'm putting in to my body. It's a struggle because I LOVE food and I LOVE to cook. So cutting out my favorite carbs and watching other people eat it in front of me is pure torture! But reminding myself how awful I feel inside, how excruciating the eczema is, and detoxing the crap out of my system takes days...having a hang-over feeling for days is not my idea of fun!
We are still living in the same house. We have big plans and dreams of moving out of here in the next few years. We are currently in the process of buying some land in the country. We hope to one day sell our home now, build a new home in the country, and become more self-sufficient. We want fruit trees, bigger gardens, livestock, honey bees, and just enjoy the simple things in life. Steve and I are really interested and have done a lot of research on homesteading/living off the land. With the way our society/government is going we don't want to rely heavily on them. We like to know where our food comes from and what is/is not put in it. There is nothing better than the taste of home grown produce!
I've been going through a lot of personal struggles lately and I find myself wasting too much time on negative thoughts and holding on to negative people. It just down right ruins my entire day. That's not the type of person that I want to be and that is not the type of example I want to show my son. I came across another blog and every so often so posts what she is grateful for. I am going to start doing this as well and when I start feeling so negative it will give me a great reminder to look back at all that I have to be thankful/grateful for!